I Wonder

I wonder about a lot of things, and don't know if there will ever be definite answers. Certainty is certainly elusive. I do know that we only have so much time to play around with it, and then we are out of time. Life seems to be a series of revelations from God, each unexpected but each profound. I do know that Love is my highest calling, but also the one that carries the highest potential for devastation. Is there really any purpose for suffering? Why can't we just enjoy life?