Monday, February 12, 2007

Muzzleing the Kitchen Madonna?

"Who is trying to?" she asks. She made an offer, provided I refrain from posting about her. I agreed, provided she refrain from posting about me. She agreed, but reneged at closing. Apparently it is too much to be asked to refrain from making disparaging or defamatory communications. A reasonable person would expect more honorable behavior from a godless pagan. This is the woman I gave my heart to, that I trusted to take care of my children in the event of my death? The prayers we prayed, the scripture we studied, was all that just an act? I am at a complete loss at understanding how she could do the things she has done. Or say the things she has said. No remorse. No honor. No affection. Amazing. I expect it will get uglier still. It hurts enough to be unfairly defamed and disparaged. How much more to see someone you love so willfully betraying her faith and shredding her own soul!

If at all possible, let this cup pass me by. But not my will, but Thine be done.

2 comments:

The Real Mccoy said...

To confess, I am an ardent admirer of the Kitchen Madonna- her approach to marriage, domestic life, and the Catholic faith are refreshing and revitalizing. Do you really think she is a godless pagan? a man-hater?

The Real Mccoy

rancher said...

I never called her either of those things. I am baffled by her behavior and the inability to honor her word for an entire 24 hour period. There is much pain between us.